I Am Enough!
Posting this means that there was a point in my life that I didn’t feel enough.
I was doubtful about this for years because I thought I was defined by certain things.
When I was a little girl I was exposed to so much and I always felt like I was not deserving of a good life..
- I have witnessed domestic violence
- Alcohol abuse
- Nearly raped/molested twice by 2 family members
- Grew up poor
I found myself in situations as a teen, I thought argh this is my life. This is all I am deserving of. I’m nothing man.. No one will miss me.. I had suicidal thoughts. End up doing it but shoe God hey. God’s plan!
I felt Empty and lonely
With a buildup of fear, anxiety and feeling like an absolute failure and a poor little girl around friends, but especially around family.
I mention this because as a child these events made me feel worthless and I grew up believing it’s how it’s supposed to be or feel like..
I know it’s sometimes so hard to believe in oneself, and I know what it feels like when you think you are not deserving of a great life, and enough… When depression is pulling you into a dark place where you just want to let go, when it feels like nothing is working out for you. I know. God knows. But remember God’s Plan for you.
I’ve learned to love myself only a few years back, what I’m deserving of but most importantly that I’ve always been enough and will always be enough.
What you went through or going through doesn’t define you. My RareFam you still deserve the best. You are more than enough. Has been and will always be.
Everyone’s journey is different but one thing I can tell you is that YOU ARE ENOUGH, fight for yourself… Hang in there, reach out, faith it till you make it. Keep going.. Crawl if you have to. Don’t you dare give up!!!
-Remember whose child you are-
ENOUGH ARE YOU!!!
I AM Udéne Jordan and I AM ENOUGH! 🖊️
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xxx
By Udéne Jordan